Wife, mom, lover of musicals, pedicures and queso.
I am done with Quant. I got an A. PTL.
Somewhere in between the stress of finals, this cold weather, and other stuff…I’m feeling a lil blah. I got teary eyed reading some old messages on facebook from friends. I don’t really know why. I don’t think I’m sad…but I’m just tired and ready for a break.
I have 2 finals to give, and 2 group things to finish. A busy couple of days before I head home Tuesday….but I can do it. Easy, breasy.
I am one final, one paper, and one group project away from finishing my first semester of grad school.
There is one problem. No motivation.
I need to make it through my study guide for my Quant final exam tonight…but I would rather watch the gingerbread competition special on the food network (that I think I have seen before! haha).
Tyler always makes fun of me for watching things multiple times. I can watch the same shows over and over again because I notice different things, and I usually do several things at once….like write this post and watch TV, so I miss stuff the first time around.
Anyways, back to no motivation. I just want to go home, be with my family, do wedding stuff, and hang out. I don’t want to study or test. But whatever. I know I have to do all of it. And it will get done. But know that I don’t wanna.
There is so much going on, and so much on my mind, sleep doesn’t seem good anymore. Just tossing and turning all night (hey! thats an old 50s song!). I will get to sleep over Christmas break…which is so close now.
We have our first marital counseling session Friday- I’m really excited. Tyler’s pastor, Bro. Ronnie, who is marrying us, is so nice and full of wisdom. He is a great communicator of the word of God. And I feel like he really values and understands communication- so I like him even more!
This weekend is my shower at OBU. I can’t wait to see my friends and spend some time with them. Its weird not being with them all the time, and to think that season of my life where I had close friends within an arms reach 24/7 is over. I miss those girls. I hope people come to my shower. Its kind of like being a kid and wondering if people will show up to your birthday party.
Well, I must get ready for my loooooong Wednesday. Teaching, office hours, quant homework, class, teaching, 3 hour class, going to see Tyler (weather permitting).
At least we will FINALLY be turning in our huge quant paper today. What a burden to turn it in….praying for an A!
-Brittney
Yeah, I’m blogging about blogging. I love reading blogs. I used to xanga in high school (it was semi-lame, does it count?), but I don’t have a real “big girl” blog. So here I am.
I am writing a paper on blogging for my gender communication final for grad school, and its so interesting. I was reading how women in repressed Middle Eastern countries blog to find their identities. When they don’t have a voice in real life, they turn to a blog to find themselves. These women live for their blogs.
I don’t know that I want to live for my blog, but I would like a place to vent, think, and express myself. Maybe I’ll save a few memories along the way, and maybe make some friends. Who knows.
But anyway, here I am. Razorback Britt. NWA import, hog fan, diva, diy crafter, bride-to-be, grad student. That pretty much sums it up. Let’s see where this thing can take us…
