My Oh My

I feel so in transition. Going from little old Miss, to Mrs. Tyler and I talked about when he would move his stuff up to my apartment. I think Saturday is the day.

I am so excited to be getting married. I mean, we are SOOOOOOOOOOO close. Just 12 days left! But for some reason, thinking about him moving in made it just so real. And I’m still excited, but as I’ve been thinking about it all day, I have a funny feeling about it.

Its not being unsure, I know that. I’ve never been more sure about anything. I love him, he loves me, we are ready for this venture. But this feeling was just maybe a little bit of uncertainty. I know God loves uncertainty because in those moments we can really depend on Him.

I don’t know where we will live in June once my lease is up. I don’t know what I’ll do after grad school to contribute to our family.

I don’t know a lot of things. I don’t know exactly where Tyler will keep all his belongings. But I do know I’m ready. I will have lots of uncertain moments, but I know between God, Tyler, and my Mom (whom I still call several times a day to discuss things…thanks mom!) I’ll get it all figured out.

I DO know how blessed and fortunate I am. And I can’t lose sight of that.

Today’s Post: Brought to you by the letter E

Excercise…Tyler was practicing some jumps and trails and on his dirt bike at his grandpa’s farm in Oklahoma yesterday. Entourage….then we all hopped on various motorized vehicles and took off down some country roads…

I drove this: a big Rhino side-by-side with Tyler’s mom Nancy in the passenger seat. I floored it. It was fun.
Elderly, smelderly….Tyler’s grandpa in his late 70s…rough and tumble and spunky as ever. He had double bypass surgery like 3 months ago…he jumps on a trampoline almost daily, tends to cows and horses, and loves to climb through ditches and holes on his four wheeler.

Expedition…Next we trailed up some muddy, rocky dirt road up a mountain. Enjoyment…we made it to the top of this mountain. It was beautiful.

Expanse. See how beautiful? God is so good.